Mood: procrastinating
Music: none

I'm Elijah Wood as Frodo!

Sensitive, lucky, stylish, and forward-thinking, I'm the Frodo of the new generation.

I went to my meeting this morning, and it was pretty swishy. Conference room set up with place cards, gifts, snacks, and drinks. Most of the people took one look at me and were like "right...", but then the City Manager came over and started chatting with me about last night's show and everyone gave me a second look. I hate being judged when I walk in a room. I know I'm often guilty of the same thing, but I try to give everyone a fair chance. I'm getting so liberal...all ultra civil liberties and give people more money than they deserve and more freedom than they can handle. Not that I mind, I blur party lines all the time. Ooh, quick rant about...

Politics

Sometimes I just don't understand how platforms work. The Republican party is pro-life, but supports the death penalty? Abortion and lethal injection both leave a citizen dead. Then, the whole voucher thing. How can we improve public education if we don't give them more money? I'm so glad I've decided I'm not being called to a life as a politician. ;) Which brings me to my next topic...

What *am* I called to do?

I have no idea what I'm doing this summer. I want to know. I want a plan. I don't have one. Here are the real choices..

Choice A Camp Skyline

I've been going to Skyline for...well, this would be my eighth year. I love working there, I love working with kids, I ADORE working the circus, but I don't feel spiritually or personally challenged as a person. Obviously, living with kids is mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausting, but I want more out of my summer than fun. Another thing, I would probably be working below someone I don't particularly care for, and whom I've clashed with in the past. However, I would get to room with the coolest person in the whole world, my former roomie and bunkmate, Taryn.

Choice B Ministry

Over the past year, I've been praying for guidance over where God wants me to be. I've really done a 180, from thinking I was meant for a life in politics to feeling called towards some sort of speaking ministry (speaking at conferences and retreats, etc). So I've been contacting people in minitry, most notably APeX and Vince Nims. Vince, especially has been helpful and is hooking me up with someone in the Archdiocese of San Diego to look into the possibility of my getting an internship there.

I have NO idea what to do. E-mail me (ccNightrider@yahoo.com) if you have an opinion, suggestion or want to be nice.
-Morgan